Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

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ahnaf abrar

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i was tempted to lie about my name

we need to be deconstructing our identities

yeah

like first name

abrar?

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

as in

i dont understand magnetisation

amazing hopefully this was all legible and frankly i might be going very off board but you seemed interesting

was it worth it

and the fake qualifier

its good

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

December 2025

what do you mean

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

feel you

division of reality is straying away from it

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It Will Get Lighter

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somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.



theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.