Today I felt like starting
She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.
barren land
its good short few pages
there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.
what do you think my name is
like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them
yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
much more tactility
nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class
yeah
Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
so the method has to be autonomous
I am below everything.
Better Lift
i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
no longer writing in the third person
Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying