Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.
it is hopeful
I'm getting bored and he can tell, so he shifts the topic towards me. He tells me he'd spotted me chatting to a girl earlier, a black girl, and asks what I thought of her, if I liked her. I mimed affirmatively.
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
ion
barren land
"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."
This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.
"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."
the site i am dreaming
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after
, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.fw
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time
i guess imagine a multimedia obsidian or notion that behaves according to some insane arcane rules that you can't ever really determine
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
have you read
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
brb i will read and reply sincerely
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
i want to do that too
idk
no like which do people call me
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
as in
you cannot feed someone truth
is everyoneback on tumblr now
a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it