something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

December 2025

isaac

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

as in

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

no like which do people call me

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.


i really havent

Lift Analysis

what do you think my name is

so an active mazelike process

Thank you, Jack

i was tempted to lie about my name

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Dreams like these are highly symbolic and emotionally intense. Here’s a breakdown of common interpretations:

2 (actually index). two is company


brb i will read and reply sincerely

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46


you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying