i really havent

Today I felt like starting

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

Better Lift

hiding from the rain

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

its performative

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

It Will Get Lighter

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

i was tempted to lie about my name

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

2 (actually index). two is company

you cannot feed someone truth

hello reader,