really i want the internet


After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.


Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

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wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

you have a beautiful account btw

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i am quite illiterate on producing technology


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Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

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"Put a blanket."

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

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the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.