is this you as well

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

autonomy of learning

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

all that is to say

Lift Analysis

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

so an active mazelike process

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

much more tactility

we can only engage in such a way

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river. I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the dim silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank. They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

Style

i really havent

its good

yeah

no like which do people call me

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

feel you

Worse Lift

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

what do you think my name is

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities