but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

in a post. I want to be remembered

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

Can I see

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

currently

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

not so on: yvf(wthw)

...

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

kind of mythopoesis

i want to do that too

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

...

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.