Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

It Will Get Lighter

in a post. I want to be remembered

so at the end

all that is to say

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

so an active mazelike process

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

god being the centre magnet

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

your feed looks like my tumblr

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

2 (actually index). two is company

...

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

was it worth it


i see a website

you know who you are. no more time, not like

1

. way too specific.

barren land