Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

currently

in a post. I want to be remembered

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

it is hopeful

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

hiding from the rain

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

brb i will read and reply sincerely

i dont understand magnetisation

isaac newton

is this you as well

i understand

what do you mean

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i love it here

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

much more tactility

magnetisation/form

propensity within someone

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

i want to do that too