it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

i really havent

ion

like first name

send your tumblr

yeah

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

sorry i am texting like a slav

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

the site i am dreaming

December 2025

feel you

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

lol yea

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

i love it here

or never left

It Will Get Lighter

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i want to do that too

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

abrar?

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

is everyoneback on tumblr now

...

this will be about a slug
and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

I imagine that some lab-grown 29-year-old from Woking with a mind honed to identify individuals who fit the profile of Real Londoner (as conceived of by 50 opinion-polled racist builders and their wives in the Midlands) picks a stubborn local who can still somehow afford to live here and passes him along to some creative studio.