The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49


Better Lift


the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Worse Lift

hiding from the rain


13 | | | H | | | . . . . | . . . . | . . . . | . . . . | |

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.

Today I felt like starting

13, H, grate

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Rain, starting

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Style

Picture

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It Will Get Lighter

i love it here


i have read not even 1 book

no i haven't really read anything

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

as in

like magnets

plato

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.