god being the centre magnet

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like magnets

But seriously, thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

we need to be deconstructing our identities

its good

We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

that looks like my instagram account

Maybe, Jack, I'm doing this because I'm English?

ahnaf abrar

much more tactility

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

you have a beautiful account btw

"Put a blanket."

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

Today I felt like starting

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet