yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

barren land

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

idk

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things

and the fake qualifier

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It Will Get Lighter

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

you know who you are. no more time, not like

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a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Style

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Rain, starting

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

bro i read nothing in my life

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

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i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike