the site i am dreaming

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

i really havent

ahnaf abrar

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it


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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

no like which do people call me

like first name

abrar?

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

not their contents

Lift Analysis

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

I catch him on his way to the bar, telling him about this old racist failed actor that I'm avoiding. That I'm failing to confront. I get the sense he's avoiding people too. We get our drinks and find a corner. We chat for a bit. He's managing just fine.

He was a proper old-fashioned London geezer (cringe word, hate it, can't think of a better one, worst of all it's the correct word), kind of East Endy, kind of Real London, the kind you don't really meet but if you do it always feels like an uncanny immersive theatre experience. They're anachronistic. They only belong in the London collectively imagined by people who don't spend any time in it.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

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i was tempted to lie about my name


lol

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away


"Put a blanket."

Pimlico Rats

that looks like my instagram account

god being the centre magnet