There is a pretty persistent ambient hate in England, a lot of people say vile shit about Muslims or immigrants or whatever, but in my experience most people aren't actual white supremacists. They have a black friend who they get a beer with. One of the good ones. Etc.

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

yes

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

not their contents

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

Better Lift

Thank you, Jack

feel you

autonomy of learning

December 2025

which magnetises chains of pins

its good

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

isaac

i was tempted to lie about my name

all that is to say

sorry i am texting like a slav

...

bro i read nothing in my life

in a post. I want to be remembered

i understand

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

magnetises a pin

what do you think my name is