but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

that is unstable and lets me operate in that discovery mode that i can create within and also produce works from.

kind of mythopoesis

so i or you can author smaller fragments that get arranged

i see a website

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

but i respect your search

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

like magnets

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after dusk, I have nothing to do, I'm watching them, trying to figure it out.
confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

not so on: yvf(wthw)