Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
it is hopeful
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
so the method has to be autonomous
i understand
no longer writing in the third person
i was tempted to lie about my name
Windrush Art Kid Oligarch
as in
There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.
currently
you cannot feed someone truth
kind of mythopoesis
isaac
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
like magnets
ahnaf abrar
its good short few pages
yeah