but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me. The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

no longer writing in the third person

sorry i am texting like a slav

isaac

isaac newton

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

what do you mean

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

which magnetises chains of pins

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

have you read

its good

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

but really the thing should be autonomous

really i want the internet

its performative

I am below everything.

god being the centre magnet

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

you cannot feed someone truth

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

i have read not even 1 book

magnetises a pin

thank you

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression