i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate
much more tactility
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
i really havent
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
you cannot feed someone truth
what do you mean
We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.
no longer writing in the third person
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
Thank you, Jack
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59
it is hopeful
And thank you for telling me that the manner in which the narrator consistently fails to act morally is really compelling. Fuck you.
Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
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