something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing,
etc.
Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate,
but I can't
really make it out in the low light. It's just after
dusk
,
I have nothing to do, I'm watching
them, trying to figure it out.
Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life
I know that if I try to make this entry any more
than it is I will ruin it.
propensity within someone
but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my
silmarillion, my tempelos
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream
education now
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Lift and confinement – The crowded, immovable lift represents feeling
trapped or constrained in real life, either by social expectations,
relationships, or internal emotions. The inability to speak in front of
others suggests suppressed feelings or fear of judgment.
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Unexpected confession – The girl saying “I think I might love you” could
symbolize longing for connection or recognition. It may reflect
unacknowledged desires, vulnerability, or anxiety about intimacy.
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Forest and snow – The transition to a snowy forest signals escape into the
subconscious, a place of solitude, reflection, and emotional processing.
Snow often represents purity, stillness, or emotional coldness, while dusk
points to transition or uncertainty.
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The fox – Foxes are traditionally symbols of cunning, intuition, and
guidance, but here it’s more ethereal: its bites are gentle yet noticeable,
suggesting a confrontation with subtle truths, small regrets, or lessons
that must be acknowledged. The unspoken apology indicates things left
unresolved or feelings that cannot be expressed.
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Death or dissolution – Dying in the dream often doesn’t mean literal death;
it represents transformation, the end of a phase, or surrendering control.
It can indicate letting go of fear, old habits, or emotional blockages.
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13
i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what
you're saying
i was tempted to lie about my name
