something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

They're fucking around with the box. I ask her what people do with fireworks for so long before they're ready to light. She doesn't know.

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

the site i am dreaming


i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

December 2025

wait what is that

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

was it worth it

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

this will be about a slug

much more tactility

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

you cannot feed someone truth

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

i dont understand magnetisation

what do you think my name is


sorry i am texting like a slav

what do you mean

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

Overall meaning: The dream seems to explore vulnerability, unspoken emotion, and the tension between connection and isolation. It suggests you may be processing intense feelings of longing or missed opportunities, and your subconscious is guiding you to acknowledge, release, or transform them.

i really havent

It Will Get Lighter

Lift Analysis

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like first name