We stand there laughing. The fireworks go off behind him.

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

its performative

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

what do you mean

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

idk

that looks like my instagram account


Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

in a post. I want to be remembered


you cannot feed someone truth

I am below everything.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

bro i read nothing in my life

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

wait what is that

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you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Worse Lift

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

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