i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything



2 (actually index). two is company

Lift Analysis

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

I Write Goodbye Letter


not so on: yvf(wthw)


it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Rain, starting

the site i am dreaming

what do you mean

i see a website

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

magnetisation/form

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext


Better Lift

13, H, grate

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Lift Analysis

i dont understand magnetisation