it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

so at the end

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

as in

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

propensity within someone

its performative

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

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theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Today I felt like starting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

in a post. I want to be remembered