really i want the internet

I am below everything.

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

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there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

FOUNDING DOCUMENT

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

"Put a blanket."

hiding from the rain

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the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

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something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them