the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

hiding from the rain

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Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

not their contents

...

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

that looks like my instagram account

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

lol yea

much more tactility

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me