theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine


I am below everything.


I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

There is a pause. She ashes her cigarette. It falls on me. It seems like the birds have stopped too.


2 (actually index). two is company

I Write Goodbye Letter


The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

Picture

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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.


part of an old note. It will get lighter.

hello reader,

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it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

not so on: yvf(wthw)

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really i want the internet