the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
in a post. I want to be remembered
i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything
and the fake qualifier
god "possessing" artists "possessing" people
its performative
something religious, a kind of complex,
it will get lighter
, something washing, cleansing, revealing, etc.propensity within someone
have you read
this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
sorry i am texting like a slav
i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
ahnaf is it worth reading all those books
not their contents
okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models
She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.
i dont understand magnetisation
lol yea
is this you as well
...
as in
the site i am dreaming
its good