the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

magnetises a pin

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

Lift Analysis

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

what do you mean

barren land

Thank you, Jack

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

13, H, grate

we can only engage in such a way

plato

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

all that is to say

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

IWGD

is everyoneback on tumblr now

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

yeah

sorry i am texting like a slav

have you read

autonomy of learning