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I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

and the fake qualifier

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this will be about a slug

autonomy of learning

all that is to say

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

It Will Get Lighter

Slug

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

December 2025

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

you cannot feed someone truth

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"
"Put a blanket."

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Thank you, Jack

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

I Write Goodbye Letter

It Will Get Lighter

...

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

so the method has to be autonomous