After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

Worse Lift

She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

we can only engage in such a way

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak


okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

but i respect your search

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

wow, you are the first stranger to write a textwall to me

really i want the internet

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the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

you have a beautiful account btw

December 2025

its good

propensity within someone

yeah

in a post. I want to be remembered

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

send your tumblr

i dont understand magnetisation

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i have read not even 1 book

feel you

isaac

its good

that looks like my instagram account