Worse Lift

so an active mazelike process

sorry i am texting like a slav

or never left

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.

December 2025

a version of this existed for a few months last year but it was static. it was HTML with writing and pictures and videos and sounds. i had this feeling that the code should be as important as the content, that structurally each piece in relation to each other piece shouldn't change, that the mazelike quality should emerge from me intricately arranging paths through it. like classic hypertext

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

send your tumblr

i hope ai fixes this with the cessation of interfaces and walls

idk

its good

Today I felt like starting

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

so the method has to be autonomous

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

not their contents

IWGD

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

autonomy of learning

no like which do people call me

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

yeah

you cannot feed someone truth

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

ahnaf abrar

lol

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me