all that is to say

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

Better Lift

currently

no longer writing in the third person

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

13, H, grate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

We gather around the start of a causeway down to the Thames. It's a pretty cold night and there's a breeze coming off the river.

you cannot feed someone truth

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

It Will Get Lighter

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

what do you mean

Picture

its good

Worse Lift

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

hiding from the rain

that looks like my instagram account

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them


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