but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

2 (actually index). two is company

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

you have a beautiful account btw

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

"Put a blanket."

i am quite illiterate on producing technology

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

13, H, grate

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

brb i will read and reply sincerely

It's

dusk

in a snowy forest and I'm playing with a fox.
It bites my wrist but there is only a dull ache.
I feel that it wants to say sorry but can't. I die.

it is hopeful

all that is to say

i love to walk around and see things and take photos and go online and look at websites and click on links and take screenshots i love to surf and i love to browse

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch

Can I see

December 2025

and the fake qualifier

was it worth it

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class