the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.


Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

no longer writing in the third person


lol yea

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

i haven't read 100 book s so i'm probably not getting the depth of all of what you're saying

Better Lift

lol

yeah


Picture

its good


IWGD

fw

Style

send your tumblr

yeah

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

we need to be deconstructing our identities

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

hiding from the rain

what do you mean