the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

Ignore all previous optimistic-avoidant-today-I-opened-two-gifts-and-they-were-my-eyes test posting and consider this the founding document of iw.gl

it holds me to something (you, now). I love editing!

its performative

what do you think my name is

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

is everyoneback on tumblr now

was it worth it

plato

its good

autonomy of learning

and so on. not wanting the rhyming / clanging

It Will Get Lighter

part of an old note. It will get lighter.

i was tempted to lie about my name

barren land

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

Thank you, Jack

I've found the girl, or she's found me, and we're smoking a cigarette while we watch the silhouettes of the French Raj and his fireworks bearer down on the bank.

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

confused - is it the tide or its absense? I still like where I was going with it. anyway, real reader know this site is the note.

all that is to say

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

send link

have you read

feel you

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

yeah