but really the thing should be autonomous

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

I'm in a crowded lift and a girl I've never met tells me she thinks she might love me.
The lift won't stop at any floor, and I can't talk in front of all these people.

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

Style

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

is this you as well

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

its good

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

Picture

what do you mean

all that is to say

its good

division of reality is straying away from it

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter