She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

I wonder if she knew I was down there listening? I wonder if she would've said something more true, more personal, more raw, more heartfelt, more harsh, more seductive, more freeing, more exposing, more risky, more romantic, more rude, more honest, more anything, if there hadn't been an audience.

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

"No, it'll get cold!"
"Put a tut ahh put a-"

Like the tide, it comes in and it washes over the beach. It's beautiful. But like the tide it goes out, sometimes it goes out further than it ever has, it recedes back across the beach and further out beyond the horizon. The bare seabed opens up in front of you and all you can do is look at it.

no like which do people call me

magnetisation/form

...

bro i read nothing in my life

Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

was it worth it

or never left

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

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ahnaf abrar

"Put a blanket."

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

It Will Get Lighter

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

i sat down to eat my peasant dinner but i thought it was a song you sent so i didn’t watch it then

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

have you read

what do you think my name is