no longer writing in the third person

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

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Garden Post-Dusk, Birds Above, In Another Life

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

Above and in front two birds are darting in and out of a tree. Sometimes they collide to fight or maybe mate, but I can't really make it out in the low light. It's just after

dusk

autonomy of learning

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

feel you

magnetisation/form

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

which magnetises chains of pins

what do you mean

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

its good

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

plato

like magnets

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

isaac

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it