She closes the window. I wasn't paying attention anyway, I'm getting cold, and the birds are nowhere to be seen. I go inside.

Rain, starting

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03

One of the birds shoots out of the tree.

The bird dives back into the tree. It shakes, some leaves fall.

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

"I'm only attracted to you", he replies. "Like, you only."

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

in a post. I want to be remembered

so at the end

so an active mazelike process

magnetisation/form

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

It Will Get Lighter

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

you cannot feed someone truth

its performative

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

really i want the internet

This is a website run by a narcissist who can't produce anything without the hope that it is seen and loved but can't act due to the fear of it being seen and hated. They immediately feel the need to ask Jack GPT to define whatever this feeling is in the hope that understanding it will mean control over it and control over it will mean that they can stop it.

all that is to say

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

a lot of what i've been doing has been some imaginary screenshot or recording of his website, something that could be found within it

autonomy of learning

i am quite illiterate on producing technology