so at the end

no i haven't really read anything

autonomy of learning

you have a beautiful account btw

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

yes

my watchlater reached its limit years ago and now i have to create a playlist for each new topic im interested in but it is incredibly hard to create the taxonomy of knowledge because everything seems to be everything else because at the end it is what you get from it that matters not what is given

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

Lift Analysis

propensity within someone

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:38:49

theres a kind of a cowardice to generative art that i want to avoid though. i want the kind of relationship to this thing that a game designer has to a game engine

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

I'm trying to picture the scene inside, like I was trying to picture the scene in the tree.

something for the future. something to look at when this is more. I've been thinking about... whatever

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos

but really the thing should be autonomous

division of reality is straying away from it

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

so an active mazelike process

its good