what do you think my name is
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.
really i want the internet
One of the birds shoots out of the tree.
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
Thank you, Jack
Thu, 04 Dec 2025 11:31:03
Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46
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we need to be deconstructing our identities
i hadn't considered this pedagogically or as a kind of personal knowledge management system (puke) at all but i suppose it is both of those things
like first name
i was tempted to lie about my name
plato