which magnetises chains of pins
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03
i am quite illiterate on producing technology
hiding from the rain
division of reality is straying away from it
think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now
mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation
Better Lift
all that is to say
in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation
the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.
Today I felt like starting
to work in time to get to the timeless, perfection thru chaos
Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24
the textwall is as much for me as it is for you
okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate
a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.
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Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41
Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17
The Hatton geezer (fuck off) reminds me of this old failed actor who I'd met at a party a few years ago, another man out of time and out of place. This actor had scored a minor role in Lock, Stock and Two Smoking Barrels and never really let go of it, had gone on to build his whole identity around it. I can't really blame him.