okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

what do you mean

like magnets

so magnetisation means the divine spirit acting thru u endowing you with its qualities

so the method has to be autonomous

you cannot feed someone language, they have to speak

thank you

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

you cannot feed someone truth

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

have you read

The slug lives in my bathroom. I only see it in the early hours of the morning, when I'm not quite right.

December 2025

Their voices are saying they haven't and shouldn't fuck but want to so bad, or have fucked and can't again but want to so bad, or something like that. Would this be easier if they were birds? Incel kind of question... I'm not following the conversation, but I'm still listening. He's talking in this slightly begging way. It's a way of talking that asks for pity, like he's already tried appealing to every other one of her sensibilities. Incel kind of observation... Maybe he just talks like that, in some upspeak derivative. Haha unless?

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

lol yea

there's probably something in that, but I don't feel like thinking about it too much yet.

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

this is possible in mazelike research sprints on the internet

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

i see a website though something that reconfigures or is mazelike

which magnetises chains of pins

as in

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

Thank you, Jack

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful