division of reality is straying away from it

yeah

we need to be deconstructing our identities

magnetisation basically means the induction of divine form unto you

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

abrar?

its good

is this you as well

i want to do that too

After thinking and forgetting and thinking and forgetting

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 22:11:24

isaac

i was tempted to lie about my name

Sun, 23 Nov 2025 10:37:17

ahnaf abrar

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

propensity within someone

feel you

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 21:54:03

with this post net clarity and the hours of nothing that followed I realise this is going to be awful.

god "possessing" artists "possessing" people

i did until you asked which kind of gave it away

you have a beautiful account btw

its good

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

much more tactility

I know that if I try to make this entry any more than it is I will ruin it.

sorry i am texting like a slav

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59