in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

i believe search always should be immersive, because whatever is pre planned and non consuming (what you are looking for is total engulfment by the spectre of the real), a joyous intensity, a flow of virtue

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

its performative

okay this is interesting because pedagogies we have rn are not proper models

but really the thing should be autonomous

i am quite confused, not quite getting the idea of it

somewhere between instagram and chatgpt

you have a beautiful account btw

It Will Get Lighter

Windrush Art Kid Oligarch


i see a website

Style

really i want the internet

propensity within someone

i got bored though because i knew all of the different arrangements of it. i probably needed to stick at it longer to get it dense enough to feel navigable in a way that was engaging to me

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

but i respect your search

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

you cannot feed someone truth

Better Lift

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Tue, 02 Dec 2025 11:29:50

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

brb i will read and reply sincerely

Thank you for telling me that I'm failing to see how I'm reproducing the dynamics I'm trying to critique by only describing my Korean colleague / fresh meat and the black girl in relation to others and myself.

She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

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