i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

much more tactility

there is a distinction between western-modern pedagogical systems that's like text-based as in a legal method but there is an idea of "pathshala" or "guru shissho"/ "porompora" i mean how masters relayed knowledge to the student by (oral) transmission often by memorising books. so what was taught was always interactive. knowledge was interactive, you spoke with people rather than read texts.

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

like people can read 100 books and still not have the fire within them

Mon, 03 Nov 2025 08:27:13

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

not their contents

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

currently

in a post. I want to be remembered

I wonder if the birds knew I was watching?

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

Better Lift

"Anyway, you're you. I mean, look at you!" she says. "You could get with anyone, anyone in the street. Really."

Better Lift

okay im going very rogue and very inarticulate

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 21:22:59

mazelike/rhizomatic/immanent/emergent are not antithetical to a transcendent real but its very manifestation