She says something that isn't really right but isn't really wrong. I'm not taking in their words any more, just their voices, trying to get a feel for whatever is going on between them. I'm imagining what it's like for them in this delicate situation, what I would say if it were me. She has that perfect upper-class accent, and she's using whatever upper-class tact that comes with it to navigate this. Style. They can't be together, but their voices are betraying them.

idk

...

think this is much more rhizomatic or immanent or mazelike than mainstream education now

have you read

i want to do that too

so an active mazelike process

your feed looks like my tumblr

in a way what we are really interested in with pedagogy is the magnetisation

stalgivc is the greatest poster of all time

we want to live the knowledge too live the content

i know a little bit of lacan which probably influences me in a way i cant articulate

and the fake qualifier

we need to be deconstructing our identities

i understand

that looks like my instagram account

yeah people dont get it they assume its ahnaf

i don't really want to be associated with that one for some reason

plato

its performative

the only things i have read are just excerpts and 1 dialogue by plato fully and mcluhan's medium is the massage but it cannot be considered a book

i really havent

i dont understand magnetisation

plato

December 2025

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

It Will Get Lighter

something religious, a kind of complex,

it will get lighter

Imprint, memory, impact, representation, impression

Lift Analysis

currently

wait what is that

the point of this was to try and avoid this narcissistic death spiral I'm in by acting anonymously and impulsively. how can that feeling that even Jack can't describe paralyse me if my name isn't next to any of this? the excitement of believing I just need a new process has overcome me and I have cummed out an empty webpage.