much more tactility

a heavy, heavy rain. a clear day.

I created this site

the textwall is as much for me as it is for you

Wed, 11 Nov 2025 21:12:41

as in

"Put a blanket."

It Will Get Lighter

i struggle with building a personal technical architecture for storing media, both curation and creation. instead i bookmark everything

autonomy of learning

so the method has to be autonomous

not their contents

but it is in my head and am i compelled to realise it, so it is my silmarillion, my tempelos

Mon, 01 Dec 2025 23:38:15

Above and behind a window opens and a cigarette hangs out.

It Will Get Lighter

wait what is that

Thu, 06 Nov 2025 23:18:46

ahnaf is it worth reading all those books

Hours staring at the ceiling, the wall, curling up into a ball. It seems annoyed with the light, it kind of recoils. It will get lighter. I wonder where it goes in the day.

way too random but already engaging. i want to explore it

Sun, 02 Nov 2025 23:49:08

nope. i only remember the leaves bristling behind the window during chemistry class

it exists in my head in some way that i'm trying to get out i lied on my story a little bit because i'm mostly feeling it and thinking about it. feeling something deeply doesn't necessitate any kind of deep relevance or whatever but the thinking is useful

was it worth it

I am below everything.